"I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me! A day may come when the courage of men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship. But it is not this day. An hour of wolves and shattered shields when the age of Men comes crashing down! But it is not this day! This day we fight! By all that you hold dear on this good Earth, I bid you stand!"
In my heart I hold her dear
Yet her pain fills me with fear
I want to help her and ease her struggle
Yet I always seem to drop in this juggle
I feel stretched so thin
Hard to find the hurting girl within
She has her life, I have hopes
Strangers in sense, just learning the ropes
Wanting so badly to build confidence
Undo some heartache, return to innocence
I feel so stupid to help her even if she would let
She feels invincible her mind is set
I find myself grasping to find
A simple way to her heart and mind
Holding on to a girl who wants to let go
A shakespearean tragedy we are tossed to and fro
A way to love her to let her see?
She is part of my heart, a part of me
Oh, how her pain fills me with fear
Yet in my heart I hold her so dear
I will fight on for her life and love
And pray for some help to come from above
You have echoed my feelings so many times with my own daughters. I think many mother's understand exactly how you feel. That powerlessness and despair. I still feel that way with two of my daughters, and it is incredible pain.
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The depth of your heart is so evident in your poetry! You are echoing what is in many, many hearts!
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